Two things. One; I need to blog for my own sanity. I can *write* a post in my head, then come to actually write it and I freeze up and just can't seem to do it.
Two; stop pulling out my damn lashes and brows. I look ridiculous trying to hide it with make-up and I feel ugly. I've done this since I was 5 so I have no idea how to stop. I thought about therapy but don't feel comfortable with that right now, which means it probably won't help. So maybe a picture of the damage will scare me into recovery?
I have horrible grammer and can't write for shit, especially on my phone ... so if you care (or don't) sorry.
Also, I am now 28 ... that blows.
(((hugs))) i understand the part about not being ready for therapy. i have a few issues myself with some unfortunate physical side effects (mostly my anxiety literally eating a hole through my stomach) and i know therapy is my best option. unfortunately the idea of going to someone else with my problems isn't something i'm ready for. also, i will be 30 next year. (29 next month) i kinda want to throw up now.
ReplyDelete:( I know you both said you don't think you're ready to talk to someone, but if you make the appointment and just go, it will get easier to talk to them and they won't push you to talk about something you aren't ready for. Either way, I hope you start feeling better soon, and FYI I think you're gorgeous.
ReplyDeletegah I know, age isn't helping this situation at all Jessica :(
ReplyDeleteI did try finding a therapist once, but it's not easy :/